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Interests: Hi, I'm Becca. I'm 19. I like long heart-to-heart talks, my two dogs Muffin and Chloe. Driving around and singing with my best friends and awkward situations. I like tanning but winter is my favorite season. I'm addicted to quotes and facebook. I'm stuborn but you can get through to me if you try hard enough. And I think that those who actually try hard are the one's who care. I also love to make people laugh and I hate liars. (:


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Member Since: 1/2/2006

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Sunday, November 19, 2006

Here's a new entry..sorry it's been so long.

 

Hold my hand.
Brush the hair off of my face.
Whisper in my ear.
Hug me when I`m cold.
Offer me your jacket.
I don`t care how you do it, 

just show me that you care.

 

 

Every night she finds herself
lying in bed, reliving and remembering
every glance he gave and every word he said.

 

 

You deserve to be with somebody who
makes you happy. Somebody who doesn't
complicate your life. Somebody who
wont hurt you. She's the better girl.

 

 

 

DIFFERENCE between GIVING UP and LETTING GO...
GIVING UP is sacrificing what was rightfully yours
LETTING GO is forgetting what was never yours

 

 

Normal is absence of individuality.

 

 

i know i'm not a lot of things
you've gone for in the past,
i know, but i would never leave you
i would never hurt you,
and i would never
stop loving you.

 

 

theres a little truth in every jk.
there a little curiosity in every jw.
theres a little knowledge in every idk.
theres a little emotion in every idc.

 

 

 

 

I could forgive you,
and forget everything that happened.
but that wouldn't make it any better.
we'll never be able to go back
to the way it used to be.
you had the world in your hands
but instead you threw it a w a y.
so please don't expect me to feel sorry
for something that's your own fault.

 

 

 

 

And it’s was almost like I was nothing anymore
slipping through the world…hiding in the
the cracks not wanting attention;; just
wishing I wasn’t ignored. And then you
came around and my life seemed to
start spinning the right way again

 

 

 

People hurt me, criticize me, lie to me,

turn their backs on me time and time again...

they kill me slowly and then wonder what my problem is.

 

 

& slowly as the years go on,
you lose friends, you never
thought you would

 

 

darling, you better open up your eyes
and see that girl, patiently waiting for you
she's the only one worth your time
she's the only one that really cares
so grab hold of her
before she silently slips away.

 

 

you hit me with the truth but
i think a bus would have hurt less.

 

 

i know that i cant make you stay, but where's your heart?

And i know there's nothing i can say to change that part.

 

 

i just want to get inside your head,
so i can see how you feel about me.
it's all i wonder about lately.

 

 

its easy to believe someone
when they tell you exactly
what you want to hear


 

 

He put me through pain and he knows it.

That's why he can't look me in the eyes like he used to.

 

 

 

You need to trust that you can tell me things I might not want to hear.

 

 

I may be emotional but I'm not weak..
it takes a strong person
to have the courage to
cry


 

 

It's hard to live your life right
when you’ve got demons in your ears.

 

 

 

 

I wish i could sleep but i can't lay on my back

because there's a knife in it for everyday that i've known you.

 

 

 

 

bad luck is my middle name
and i have HURT ME
written on my forehead

 

 


Thursday, August 17, 2006

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


Saturday, August 05, 2006

Okay I'm updating for real now. Sorry no pictures and what not. Umm my summer has been kind of boring this year. I haven't really done much or gone anywhere. I went to a couple camps and some church activities with my youth group, and that's pretty much it. Other than hanging out with my friends and family. Right now I have band stuff, which I absolutely hate. Gay. Umm, I'm not too thrilled to say that I really am ready for school to start. I'm excited for all the freshman coming in and getting to see all my friends again! Also I'm getting a car soon, which I've been ready for since I turned 15! =] Exciting I know..I've got quite a few advanced classes this year, so I don't know how my grades are going to turn out. I know I need to focus harder than I did last year. Grades weren't so hott (Woops) Anyways. I don't really know what else to say. Right now I'm just rambling on because it's late and I don't feel like going to bed. Oh, and I'm going to look at some cars tomorrow with my dad! Yay for me! So I'll probably update later with some pictures and quotes.

-Becca


Tuesday, July 11, 2006

& all my insecurities,
it always get the best of me now.
it's time to turn this thing around
++ Sanctus Real ++

you want me to trust you. well before
I can do that I need you to trust me

loving someone's gonna hurt,
& the sooner you let yourself feel that,
the sooner you'll be able to love again

She's got that faking a smile thing down and
watching him just makes her hurt more, when really,
all she ever wanted was for someone to tell her it's gunna be alright.

I guess everyone has their reasons for keeping
people away, an instinct to protect yourself from
getting hurt. It's part of human nature.

MENTALLY ..
i have convinced myself that i`m over him
i could stand right next to him & see him as just another guy
but EMOTiONALLY ..
i still see him as the only one for me

VANITY was always my favorite SIN
GLAMOUR was always my favorite WEAPON
PAIN was always my favorite PLEASURE
BEAUTY was always my favorite CRIME
ENVY was always my favorite POISON
LOVE was always my favorite HATE
FAME was always my favorite MOTIVE

you're going to miss what you could've had--
a girl that would have done anything to be your everything

We attach ourselves too closely to people sometimes,
& when they're gone a part of us is gone too.

& it hurts so much to see you move
on so quickly, so tell me ... have
you promised her forever yet?

It's bad to loose your towel
when your eyes are full of soap,
but it's worse to loose your boyfriend,
when your heart is full of hope

you may not remember, but that night when all
we did was lay there & you brushed the hair
out ofmy eyes. that was the night i fell in love with you

we`ll make the same mistakes.
i`ll take the fall for you.
i hope you need this now,
because i know i do.
- until the day i die<3

& he walked me to the door.
i started to go inside, when he grabbed my hand.
he said, "while i still have the chance.. i want to make
one of your dreams come true." then he dragged me
down the steps.. he looked into my eyes.. his hand on
my chin.. our lips grazed, and we stood there and kissed in the pouring rain.


Sunday, July 09, 2006

 



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